What's death or live?

Recently, too much respects, i do encounter this kind of situations. Most of us always thinks that death is a bad thing and we will try and avoid it if can. But what if, someone doesn't stand a chance to choose. Someone who is now in critical condition and it is uncurable anymore. The only way is to try to prolong his/her life.

A relative of me, rather, it is a very close relative to me, is facing such dillema now. And this is one reason for me to understand this nature of questions that can bother most of the people. For long, i have been sad, soul-less, tired, and rarely, crying in the middle of the night for knowing that my someone will be leaving us and I am powerless to do anything but play the waiting game. But, who will understand what it feels like other than that person encounters it in real life before. Before this incident, i had always thought that being sad towards this kind of problem is just common in television/drama and others. But after being exposed to the reality, I, sometimes is quite shocked by the cruel of reality when facing it where i can make a person to be sad, not so confident anymore, and sometimes commit sucide.

Well, after living in this world for long enough, I have finally understand the law of life. There are four things in Chinese teaching that one must go through in life, that is, 娠 (Birth), 老 (Old), 病 (Sick), 死 (Death). For one person to live happily in this world, one must really understand of what life really meant. Like the law of life that i have stated earlier, 娠,老,病,死 is already a common knowledge for all. But who can really understand what it really means. For me, i have just started to find out the truth meaning. For me, the law of life is just for us to understand that many events that can happen in our life. One of my friends have quoted for me a phrase when the time i was very down (sad). I would like to thank her so much that I finally knew how to understand life.

The phrase are;"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

Maybe she did copy it from other place, but I didn't know too much. But after listening to this phrase, i did enjoy my life more. But on another hand, what's death then. I haven't heard many people talking bout death. I've heard bout life after death and things like that. Recently, i have already found out that death isn't a horrible thing afterall. "How i hope that i can't wake up in the morning, so that i can relief from all the suffering that i have suffered". This is a phrase i taken from a cancer patients who is quite fed up with the suffering. I would fully hearted agree with the statement. What they are hoping is that life would end earlier so that they doesn't suffer too much by having a natural death.

And i wonder some people just against the 'word-that-some-agree-some-not", which is eutanasia. Hopefully i got the spelling right. Haha. I sometimes felt that suffering in this world is quite unbearable, and times and times again i have knock my head on walls, trying to go on hungry strike, trying to find someone to fight with so that he/she would kill me with a gun. Oh yea, for those who didn't know, I would rather die a great death than waiting to death. That's my own believing. Once i told all my friend before that, i rather die like a tiger rather than life like a coward. For those who knew me alot, they will understands me. But how we die or not is not important here. What i am now writing bout is whether life and death is so important or not.

For me, as long as we lived a quality life, doesn't matter if we are living or we dead. And I would like to stress out here that death isn't as horrible as some might said, but when it will relief suffering, why not death. Quality life is important, so live as you can. And for the someone who made me belief in life again. Thanks.