Everyone's Leaving..

I have apologize to all again to all... Sorry... In the past 2 months.. which is October and November, it is the most important and also the most miserable few months for me... So much things has happened before this. In earlier i was so busy with my assignment and projects that I only had like 24-25 hours of sleep in whole week only. After that, i had to work on the exams. And during exam times that is the most miserable time for me. What can i say bout that? One problems add to another problems and then few more came along... I was also in the state of dillema during that period. And oh yea... the best thing that happened to me in those time is that i had a bunch of very very close and good friends held a surprise birthday for me. I was so touched by their actions. It certainly cheered me up alot. But still problems are problems and i still have to solved it myself. In return, i am so happy that i had a few good friends that are willing to hear to my trouble and then cared for me. This friends are already hard to come by. Thanks, i think u know who you are. Haha. For all the hard times we had together. Thanks.

It's really a blessing that I found out that i really knew a bunch of really nice friends, some is my housemates and some is new friend that i just knew this last semester. It's hard to imagine really, with one semester of knowing each other, our relation or to be specific, my relationship with them really grows so fast that as though we have know for a very long time. But while i am writing this post. Everyone of them has already left. The day everyone left, i will surely think of them and also think of the memories that i have shared together with them. It's fun to spend large part of my time playing around, joking, playing with them. I have no regrets knowing anyone of them. But too bad that they wont need to wait for graduation as I need to wait for it. But, by seeing one by one of them leaving certainly me very very much. I hoped that i am the one who are going back too. But if i am going back, will there be anyone think as much as i thought of them. People might say i am stupid, but i think i have farely too much sentimental feeling towards a friend. I never want to say goodbye to anyone, but all this friends here have gone through thick and thin together with me, so it's even harder.

Firstly, it Fiona who is leaving back to Vietnam, for holiday but she will be returning soon. When she's not around, i have no one to listen to me. She has been supporting me alot when i was having trouble. I certainly miss her alot. But after i complete my graduation, i will have to go back and i will have endure this again as she is returning soon. Can't wait to see her. Secondly, is my good friend and partner in everything, Chow. Omg! Without him, i wouldn't be what i am today. Although he's younger, but he certainly teached me lot of stuff. Sorry that we always bullied you, but still Man Utd is better than Chelsea (LOL). He's the one that we always go out together with, watch movie, casino and also watching football. Glad that i knew this guy as he is also a good listener. I won't be able to see him again next year, only time to meet is back in Malaysia. But the environment is already sooo different. I just hope i could stay like this forever, where whole group of friends could stay and hang out forever. But reality and life is cruel, this will never happens and i have to overcome this.

Thirdly, it's Kenneth. He is the most similar man to me that i ever meet. We always had the same thinking, but he's fairly smarter as he studied biotech. And the only thing that is different between us is that he has a girl friend and i don't. We knew each other only this semester when taking the Enterpreneurship and Creativity's subject. We certainly shared all those good and nice time together. I surely appreciate it for always. Thinking of videos and slides are always what we both have same in common. But he left earlier than me. So good luck Kenneth, hope to see u back in Malaysia and also with Jo Yee.

Fourth to leave is surely my best mates and brother, Benjamin. He is the most caring, best, sporting friend i ever found. Even words arent able to describe him. You should know him for yourself. He is someone that is always there for me, whether good or bad. He adviced me when i had dillema, He play CS with me when i am boring, he talk to me when i am emo, he partner with me nicely in badminton, and on the other way round, i am the same to him as well. I will never let him down. We have shared good and bad memories in here, but forever you'll be my good mates. Hopefully we will meet again in the future where we can help each other out again.

Fifthly, it's the most reliable and happy friend i ever meet, EVO. Yeah his name is Evo, don't ask me why or how? I think he is the perfect example that i shall follow in life. He is always happy even though he is in trouble. He has stayed together with us for already 1 year and i haven't really finished learning from him. Although he is younger than me, his knowledge generally is better than me alot. He never disappointed me whenever i have called him to do something for me. I certainly hope that i will meet him again in the future. He can achieve alot more than he thinks. We also did shared all the hard and good time together. Me and him are always the crowd cheered and when people are out of topics, we are there. And yea.. Evo is also a great poker player. I learnt alot from him. All the best when i am not around next year.

Next, after i came back from holiday, it's ZinFang and Phoebe that is leaving. Both of them we had known each other since 1 and half years ago. We started Utas university life together in the same place. We certainly had much fun before, playing Monopoly every night and also joking around. ZinFang is always the leader of our trip wherever we are going. He's experienced and also smart enough. Haha. Although both of them are graduating too, but there are not waiting for the ceremony. So they went back earlier, left us a few around. It's hard to see all of them go away for a moment. As i thought of the time we spent together, I don't think there will any kind of these time anymore in the future. All the best to them.

Lastly without speaking it's my good friend/sister, Fern. She's leaving back to Malaysia today as i am writing this post. I just woke up to send her to the car to the airport. She is another friend that i knew in the start of this semester, our relationship certainly developed very fast. I really don't know how to explain bout it, but i will miss all the time i had with her. She is another great listener of me. When i am having bad times, she talked to me to cheer me. Same goes to her, but i don't think i managed to cheer her. We certainly have had alot of good times but we also have bad times as well. I hope that she will live a good life ahead and less trouble for her. Hope to see you back soon in Malaysia.

After sending her, i can't sleep anymore, which led me to write this post. Did i miss her, or did i miss everyone or i am missing the time where everyone had their happy time together. I am not sure. But one thing I am sure is that I will miss the happy time we all had together. I am lucky that i really enjoy the time when we had all the function. I will have no regret. I will just hope that, they will remember me in the future, as a good friend. All The Best friends, although we might never meet again, but i certainly hope that each of us will keep in contact till i planned some function back in Malaysia. Thanks.